2011年5月28日星期六

nonsense

夜 延长
等待着静寂
这世界 黑暗的一面

趋向无声

。。。

剩下点点句号


然后 把自己埋进黑暗中
体会片刻的无声

稍稍离开喧嚣与无奈
还有 太多的不愿


我做不到?
USELESS




It will become more better

TRY'ing

Fix myself into this reality

Try to be in middle


I'm just 
Writing nonsense at all












2011年5月23日星期一

正式的假装

 
第一次,穿到很formal的样子
 
 
 

presentation.......you're killing me!!!!!!!!!!
 

一切都很赶,前一天晚上才收到ppt,就找找找找资料到半夜3点
然后7点起身,突然感觉到好像在中学时考试的感觉
last minute ==

我觉得这次跟之前那次比也是差不多一样
feel lost
思绪迷路了
还需要练习练习练习
看到他们在练习时和上台一字不漏地讲出来
很厉害
从容不迫
 


today was totally a tired day.......................

such a tired face down below.. ==





明天,考英文啊。。
还要读grammar,写作文
 
 
Good luck!
 
也没什么准备~哈哈哈



目前烦恼中。。
该争取时间丰富人生,还是先专心做别人期望自己做到的事





2011年4月29日星期五

Yoga

连续去了3天瑜伽。。第一次连续3天。。
我想,我要开始练好来了 =)

之前都是半推半就才去,要不就是勉强才去
交了学费,就学好来吧。

老师说我要4、5年才练到
好x100000000000 久啊!
几久才能劈腿 =((((

平衡感那些。。都很差


没想太多

学会享受学习的过程
以后,一定会有所进步的

2011年4月27日星期三

LEARN



第一次的presentation,很糟糕
和以前一样,站在众人面前,就会很不自在
blank

大家都说得很好,很有自信

我呢

英文又不好,又不有趣

如何能习惯这种场面?


学院生活开始了3个星期

来到那么多banana的地方

语言、文化、沟通

那么多的不同

之前会怀疑自己的决定

现在

既来之,则安之


做好自己 就好了

尽量沟通

上台别怕



自在 很难


I'm still learning.

Yes, keep learning right now.








2011年4月6日星期三

jar of hearts

 


I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore?
You lost the love
I loved the most

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

And I learned to live, half-alive
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are?

Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises
And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are?
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?

1st time and the ever

昨天,第一次自己一个人驾车去学院,有少少惊险

塞车1个小时多,很无奈

再多耐心也被磨光,青灯了尽情踩油  =D


满有趣的,英文课

英文真烂,那些grammar学了几十年还是分不清楚

不能这样下去了 T_T


只好努力一些,追上其他人的进度。

2011年4月3日星期日

Before 1st day

明天就开始正式上课了

有稍稍紧张

我不知道我的班在那里= =

很忧虑这个问题


还有 星洲奖学金,明天不知道可以settle到没有

PTPTN,还没去弄


还有,还有什么

不知道了@@


明天 加油!

谁来告诉我,我的班在那里-.-